I am falling... Leaving the world I known and the past year of my life. I am heading down this rollercoaster. Going up and down the track and waiting for the moment before the final fall. I am not sure where this fall will take me, but I know I can not stop the train from moving forward. It could end happy with a safe return to the place I was before with the person I love sitting in the seat right next to me; or it could crash and we would end up decomposing forever
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I hate this part. The moments of shear unknowing and fear. The moments before the final fall, till death or happiness; maybe both. What is worse is people are watching go through this epic adventure waiting for me to die or live, without being able to stop it. I wish I could gain control of the ride, be able to decide the end result, but it is no longer up to me. I wasted that chance a long time ago. I love you always and forever. Come what may...
Pretty intense, however I am slightly distracted by the picture of the goat on Big Thunder. I guess if you continue looking at the goat as you turn, it is a feeling of falling.
ReplyDeleteCorrect Erica it is the moment before the fall. Looking at the goat you know the fall is coming but you can't stop it... It is very deep
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